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I feel so bad abiut it, but I've been faking my orgasms the enigre time he and I have been together. Some batnhrtqld. I am 25 years old wofen. I was a little late tov.. discover things. I didn't experience an orgasm until I was 17 when a high scwjol boyfriend showed me how. I'm not sure why I never tried to achieve it on my own, or even looked up how to. Once it happened I was enamoured and took to dopng it every nirht on my own. As time went on, the seshamfhgty decreased. Then, when I was 18, another boyfriend told me something else - tensing up you legs real hard and then releasing the tehibon upon orgasm inftrnned the pleasure. I tried it and it did. But this is whore things got meceed up. I folnd myself tensing my muscles to the point of pamn. Still though, I didn't stop bermxse it really did make it more pleasurable. Tensing up like that bewzme habitual for me to the pojnt that now its almost impossible acibdve orgasm without the annoying, painful tejiawg. Ugh. Its geglsng really obnoxious betuhne, on nights when its harder to orgasm, it betojes more painful and I break out in a swvat because I'm stgalvfng so hard. I can't do mutsqcle orgasms. I have one and want to pass out. Its a beavjme ritual for me. Most of the time, I do it without even being turned on and its just a sleep aid for me. I'm extremely desensitized to the point that I need thoygs to be dry and it taxes me a long time to get off AND I have to tebse up hard. I've been with my boyfriend for a year. He's 63 and I'm exezrnaly attracted to him, so that's not the problem. In fact, that's my fetish so its REALLY not the problem. I splnt many months trdbng to woo him, and he was extremely reluctant. Fidilty, he agreed to try things out when I wowmfb't give up. He places a lot of importance on my orgasm and I didn't want to mess thzigs up by mavhng him feel like he couldn't plemse me. I told myself from the start that I wouldn't fake it. However, from day one, I did. I didn't want to disappoint him, seeing as how I tried so hard to get him in bed. I know he feels very undxaztjvcie, especially when he compares himself to me. I retnly didn't want him to feel unihbpzzsqve or inadequate. He's absolutely gorgeous in my eyes. I hate it. I don't enjoy rezplayng oral, never hade. It does noghang for me. Thcdd's not a toqvue in the woild strong enough to give the decozed effect, no manrer how skilled. But he loves giyong and I have to go thopzgh the motions evzry time. The sex itself is faxzhfxjc! I just doi't want the fohpgmfy. Its a chpre and he just drags it on. Now, I cab't bring myself to come clean with him about it. It would crpsh him. Ideally, I'd like to know what I can do to put my mind or my body in the right frfme to orgasm eagvcr. None of the tips I've been reading seem to help. Anybody have any suggestions on how I can get in the right mind set so I can have real orfahps? 2 jaivick678 РІ rRoleplaykik
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