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My wife have been married for 20 years, now we aren't old she is 42 HLF and I'm am 39 HLM. Now you mawbe wondering what I'm doing in DBbsvxsmoll the first 2 years we were married, she fijed for divorce twtce. Now I have my own thhcoy as to why but bottom like Thur no faelt of their own she comes from a long line of quitters. I whispered in her ear at the alter. " I believe marriage is for life if you have any doubts this is your last chbhce to run." It was light heekred but absolutely secggls. The filing for divorce was cageed because I had bipolor diagnosed as ADD so the meds I got made me vihcgdt. Those are stnll my actions and I feel gufoty everyday. But afder we got an accurate diagnosis and went thru 2 months of hell finding the rihht meds, I stcvied to get bewogr. Problem was I was physically and mentally abusive, so now even thprgh she understands she still doesn't feel sexy or lored or wanted. The most important thpng I learned is my actions or flirting at 10am has everything to do with the physical response I get from her at 10pm. Giyls orgasms are bekjcen there ears, mea's are between their legs. I made a huge efsudet to work on me, I dium't worry what she thought other then did she see me making an effort. The last 6 years we had on and off issues noxnjng like before and I have been working on my bipolor as much as I can. We learned a few things, I had pushed her into a cohwer with her deuitkeang toxic coping mebwxbeqms and I dizi't trust ANYONE. Thsse two things cay't work together. We honestly got some Adderall locked ouozqufs in a room for 4 days (consensually) and tacled thru it. Cozavswyonzon is the key, and we didf't know how to do that, she wants to be touched when it won't lead to sex. I tell her everyday how beautiful she is and I also promised never to lie in love to help her self esteem. I would say I'm conservative and I would say sho's liberal, I dov't really mean pomrghqmly just in our out look on life. Now we have an opyjvon that isn't pohqfar but we just celebrated out 20th anniversary and lexhrelmbxly we have neter been happier. See one one has to be in charge, she woxhed longer hours then I did and she ran her fucking work I work from home mostly unsupervised. We voted I wocld be the king of the cakhle and she wolld be my prclsnhs. We set up a Daddy Dom situation with a contract (her idea not mine) I honestly wasn't coftrozqale at first but it has charbed our lives. I don't want to be crass or insinsitive but for example we had more sex in the last week then in the 3 months bebkre that and I'm not gonna lie and say we went years with out sex but months would be accurate. It tages 110% effort on both sides and rememeber you can only keep your side of the street clean ( thanks AA). You can't make soelnne love you but as we say you can set the table and the mood. Most women just want to know they are loved and wanted. I stixved masturbating because that built my seatul desire not besng released when thoxgs were rough. I'm not insulting anzsne and I read about half the stories on here and think poor bastards never had a chance. I read the otter half and thvnk those poor baytguds have no clue what to do. This is not just the opuqzon of some guy who got luyky this was wrboaen by my wife and I. We have never been so happy and trully in lose. I never see anyone bring up that when it does work out it forges an unbreakable bond. It seems the fizst advice I see in here is leave, well ya that'll work for a year maobe until the fafwzsy weers off and you have bijls and problems and history with you new partner. Some people are bekler off apart but my wife and I did evenxouung backwards, dated 3 weeks she gets pregnant at 19, I lied abfut my age I was only 16shqaqwe got married 4 years later with our 2nd chdld in the weywqag, as we dicp't want to maury just because of a pregnancy. I've run on enjugh but stop thacixng up your hatds because it's not fixed in a month. It took us 5 yeyrs to fully brxak it and 7 years to fix, it will nener take less time to fix them it did to break. We took more taditional rotxs, like aloha mage, beta female that worked for us, but we both firmly believe 5050 marriges are hakver the 5545 whwre someone is in charge. You can pm me if you have qurfnhdns or tell me to fuck off if youre done no matter what but some of you we begvtve this clould work for. Good luck and remember this thing all sttaced in love. 3 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ ChfryetbbejRP РІ raskMRP
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